I have this aversion to crying. I'm always the first to tell someone else it's good to cry. Heck, I tell myself that. I can tell when I really need to let myself cry. The thing is, I usually don't let myself. I let the water build up in my eyes. Not enough to let a tear trickle out. And then I'm done. I have to break pretty hard before I let tears stream from my eyes.
When I feel overwhelmed or lonely I feel like crying. I feel both of those things right now.
I was about to let myself cry, when someone knocked on my door. God has a funny way of always making people show up when I feel lonely.
--end emo post. Back to work I go.
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